DeeperShade

AHHHHAAAA

Fri, 10 Jun 2005 01:33:59 GMT

Ok. Lets do this by the numbers:

1.)
It's been a while since i've posted about myself and how i'm doing, so just incase anyone gives a shit (heh), check it out.
I'm generally ok. Pissed off and ranting but health wise i'm fine. Finished a whole series of dental ops which sucked, but needed to be done. I'm not back in work after quitting tescos (my section manager was a fucking nutcase. I left in protest because he was sexually harressing the female members of staff. He walked up to about 4 of them and asked "Can I fuck you in the ass?". I mean seriously. The list of shit this guy did goes on. And just to piss him off on the offchance he ever reads this, his name is Alex Hinton and he works at Tesco Stores Gloucester).

So basically, it's a case of waiting for one of the companies i've applied to accepts me. Until then i've got enough free time to finish off a list of art-projects i've got going, and to get Tar Valon up and running...

What's Tar Valon?

2.) http://www.tar-valon.com
Yes, my website is almost complete. The forums are there, but they're not yet linked into the main system, the art gallery and the rants page still need to be completed.

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But anyway, quick shout out to everyone: Kyusaku, Rocket_Jim, Jesterson, Ashakura, CHRYSt, Maj1013, SimplyCosmic, perfectscars and anyone else whom I can't remember off the top of my head.

Mon, 06 Jun 2005 12:11:18 GMT

Lord Vader can read your mind!
http://www.sithsense.com/

Thu, 02 Jun 2005 15:53:04 GMT

Too long has it been, but post I must.

Sun, 31 Oct 2004 13:04:52 GMT

This is a post solely for Kyu, RJim and the other LJ'ers that I know.
Sorry I haven't been in contact, i've had one hell of a few months.

The last contact, was from Leeds Fest. I believe I phoned you during Reel Big Fish, and possibly Offspring aswell (crowd surfing during offspring was absolutely insane, loved it even though someone stole the camera from my pocket :))
Anyway, me and the friends I was camping with kinda fell out in a major way on the last day, and with there being few bands I liked, I decided to cut LF short and returned home. Slept overnight and then got a train down to Cheltenham where i'm living and working atm.
My art is moving into a semi-professional role. I've done a few pieces for other people and been paid for it :D
I've now got my own website again (http://www.tar-valon.com) but the pro-designer I've got doing the design hasn't yet finished so only the forums are active atm. I'm just trying to sort my life out, and I think you'll all agree, it did need it.

Anyway, things are good. I'm happy once more, and planning for my future, which is getting brighter each day :)
I may be back in scarborough at some point, need to have a word with one of the lecturers at Westwood, so when I do come up i'll give Kyu a bell and see if all you peeps wanna pint. Oh and Kyu, are you still going to Leeds Fest next year?

Love to all
- Stephen / DeeperShade

Moved...

Wed, 12 Nov 2003 11:22:23 GMT

New flat!
You decide. Does this own or does this own?
http://forums.beyondunreal.com/showthread.php?t=120208

Now, if anyone's wondering why i moved (rather suddenly), the story is:
http://forums.beyondunreal.com/showthread.php?t=119419

^ there.

It all seems meladramtic (sp?) now that it's over, but during it, well, damn man. I was... worried... to say the least. Ok, ok, I was bricking it.
Happy now?

- Steve / Deep
May the light guide you.

Final Entry

Thu, 28 Aug 2003 01:00:39 GMT

Without love, a heart is but a clock, counting away our days......

- Stephen Dwyer (1981 - * )

Rocket Jim

Thu, 21 Aug 2003 23:16:25 GMT

I have an apology for you.
BeyondUnreal's IRC channel was hit by a user calling themselves [D]Jim today. His ISP was Plus.net and some of the insults had that certain flare you show.
I checked his IP against yours from an old post. While they didnt completely match they were very very close.
I asked him calmly whether his name was the same as yours (im not gonna post your RL name).
He confirmed this and then continued to attack myself and the other beyondunreal member before finally being banned.

I assumed it was you. I was wrong. Im sorry.

- Steve

Tue, 29 Jul 2003 08:03:21 GMT

Have I spoken much lately?
Nuuuuuhhhh..
Got kinda bored with the LJ to be honest. I dont think ill be renewing my payments.
Its just... missing something.
I can see what some people mean about it being an angst pit of 'woe is me'. It pretty much is.
Some feelings and emotions are best left private. The iNet has no magic in it. The words have no meaning. They arent real.

I think ill just stick all my personal stuff in my diary (yes Im 22, male and have a diary.... (I can cook if that helps btw..)

Anyway.. Im gonna get back to waking up.
Gotta go clothes shopping... :p

Thu, 10 Jul 2003 05:17:27 GMT

I would like to personally thank the fscknut in BuF IRC who started the topic of rape.
I had a lovely nightmare.
I owe you one (it'll be delivered shortly (and swiftly, preferably on the end of a baseball bat))

Placebo - Pure Morning

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 23:21:32 GMT

A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend with weed is better,
A friend with breast and all the rest,
A friend who's dressed in leather,

A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend who'll tease is better,
Our thoughts compressed,
Which makes us blessed,
And makes for stormy weather,

A friend in need's a friend indeed,
My Japanese is better,
And when she's pressed she will undress,
And then she's boxing clever,

A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend who bleeds is better,
My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,

Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Pure morning
Pure morning
Pure morning

A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend who'll tease is better,
Our thoughts compressed,
Which makes us blessed,
And makes for stormy weather,

A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend who bleeds is better,
My friend confessed she passed the test,
And we will never sever,

Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Day's dawning, skins crawling
Pure morning
Pure morning
Pure morning

A friend in need's a friend indeed,
My Japanese is better,
And when she's pressed she will undress,
And then she's boxing clever,

A friend in need's a friend indeed,
A friend with weed is better,
A friend with breast and all the rest,
A friend who's dressed in leather.

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Tuning: standard Placebo tuning: CAPO 1° FRET

Intro
first guitar
e|-------------------------------------------------|
B|-------------------------------------------------|
G|-------------------------------------------------|
D|-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-|
A|-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-5-|
E|-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-|

second guitar (drops in after a certain time)
e|----------------------------------|
B|---------7------------------------|
G|-----7-----7---7------7---7---7---|
D|---7---7-----7------7---7---7---5-|
A|-5----------------5---------------|
E|----------------------------------|
repeat these guitars during the verse

Chorus
e|-------------------------------------------------------------|
B|-------------------------------------------------------------|
G|-------------------------------------------------------------|
D|-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x---x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-|
A|-x-x-x-5-5-x-x-5-5-x-5-5-5-9-9-10b-5-5-x-x-5-5-x-5-5-5-2-2-3-|
E|-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x---x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-x-|
repeat this a few times

Verse
Chorus
Bridge (guitar stays the same as the one used in the intro)
Verse
Chorus
End On:
e|--------------|
B|--------------|
G|--------------|
D|-x------------|
A|-5-ring-------|
E|-x------------|

Let's get this LJ back on track!

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 22:59:54 GMT

Just incase anyone hasn't seen me in a while.
I'm getting my hair dreaded soon. (well, extended first and then dreaded ;)

Wed, 09 Jul 2003 19:00:28 GMT

Yes, its true. I am now the very very VERY proud owner of a bright orange StarGazer Fender style electric guitar..

I am a happy monkey :D

Most definately Steve typing.... checks ... yep

Tue, 08 Jul 2003 14:01:03 GMT

Hmm, quite odd. After the last post I'm not really sure how to start.
I'd like to ask people to try and not get me involved anymore.. well, anymore than I already am.

Anyhow, Kyu. Sorry I couldn't see ya tomorrow. The timing sucks. =/

Wed, 02 Jul 2003 15:22:35 GMT

*shrug*

Mon, 09 Jun 2003 11:19:28 GMT





	
	
	
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How compatible with me are YOU?

m33p!!!

*runs & hides*

Mon, 09 Jun 2003 10:58:49 GMT

The most kick ass BB gun money can buy!!!

http://www.beyondunreal.com/tempforums/showthread.php?s=&threadid=125

Oh dear

Sat, 31 May 2003 05:40:30 GMT

I now know how to play Electric 6 - Gay Bar.

Dont hurt me...

I would like to say

Fri, 30 May 2003 21:53:35 GMT

that I am stuck in Lincs. Its the summer solstice and a solar eclipse and im going to miss both.
Im not upset...

...Im downright fucking furious. Ive broken more things in the last 2 hours than I have in my entire life. I can't fucking believe it.

The worst part? Its my own fault. I came here to tell my parents face to face that i'm in debt. Done that, but now I can't return home. No fucking trains.

Please god Kyu, take a photo of it, please...

Oh and anyone who posts a message along the lines of 'Sorry you missed it' will immediately be screened. Im not joking.
On the spinside, anyone who tells me in RL that 'You missed it! It was great!' or anything along those lines will be the next item on my 'broken things' list.

This should interest Kyu...

Mon, 19 May 2003 14:59:12 GMT

http://pub18.ezboard.com/bavplocknload2

I found it while bumbling around on Jim's forum.
I didnt realise it was still there :p

Updation

Sun, 18 May 2003 23:03:53 GMT

Im at my parents until Tuesday. Just picking up some stuff and choosing which electric guitar I want for my very late BDay present. Ive basically told them I want it pure black. Other than that, as long as it songs good I dont mind :p

Anyway, my bowels are telling me that they desperately need to vent.

Adios.

Deep Fucking Joy...

Sat, 10 May 2003 01:11:32 GMT

Im ill... it's either terminal or good at faking it.
Ive just managed to throw up something while can only be described as runny marshmollow...

...twice...
...in like the space of 30 seconds...

Whoever invented illness needs to be shot.. I'd honestly be only too glad to do it..

Today is 'Smoke a Blunt to Larry Wilson Day'

Fri, 09 May 2003 16:41:22 GMT

Anyone gonna join me in honouring him? *toke*

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Anyone gonna join me in honouring him? *toke*

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Updation

Fri, 09 May 2003 14:48:09 GMT

Well, as you can see i've updated the journals style code. Two webcounters have been placed above.
That is all.

Oh, and i'm bored shitless here, I wanna go back to 'boro and see the 3.

Fri, 09 May 2003 12:48:33 GMT

http://gamespy.com/previews/may03/halflife2pc/screenshots.shtml

Half Life 2 Screenshots anyone? :)

Thu, 08 May 2003 23:28:08 GMT

Well Jim, sorry bud. The video isnt encoding right. Keeps coming out as an unknown format.
This computer is too slow for me to tinker and recompile. It'll have to wait until I get back to my flat.. =/

Sorry

DeeperShade

AHHHHAAAA

Too long has it been, but post I must.

Moved...

Final Entry

Rocket Jim

Placebo - Pure Morning

Let's get this LJ back on track!

Most definately Steve typing.... *checks* ... yep

Oh dear

I would like to say

This should interest Kyu...

Updation

Deep Fucking Joy...

Today is 'Smoke a Blunt to Larry Wilson Day'

Updation

Most definately Steve typing.... checks ... yep